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Actually, this was a timely meltdown.

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Weird title, hey? Let me explain. Today wasn’t the greatest. I had a mini meltdown. Not in the sense of going emotionally ballistic. No, this was a more literal meltdown. It’s the heat, I tell you. You bloody well feel like you’re melting. I’m feeling a bit better now though, since it’s cooled down for the night. Also, the hip pain has subsided a bit. No wait. That’s too generous. It’s subsided a fraction. Anyway, why I think this all was rather timely, is that it cleared a few things up in my head.

Ever since I heard that I’ve been accepted on the trials, I very typically of me began doubting if it was such a good idea after all. Which is why I needed a sh*tty day like today to make me see sense. I didn’t feel great shakes today, and it was a wee bit overwhelming. This had the effect of reminding me that I need help. I will definitely go on with my alternative healing journey, but I’ve always loved the idea of a back-up plan. So even though the potential side-effects are scary, I think the potential benefit outweighs the risk. Now I have more time to perfect all this weird stuff that I’m doing now. Believe me, I think it will be at least a year before I even remotely know what I’m doing with this Chi Kung stuff. But I will persevere with it. I think the results may be awesome.

I’ve said before that I regret not taking (more) allopathic medicine when I needed it, as I would have been in a better shape today if I had. But that’s in the past. Can’t go digging it up now. But I can avoid making the same mistake again, so I have to give the trials a chance.

Now that I’ve cleared the cobwebs in my brain, I have decided to go next Tuesday, the 13th, for my initial dose.

Written by Maggie

February 6, 2007 at 8:54 pm

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  1. I’m glad you have more clarity on what you are going to do. It’s not an easy decision to make

    supermom

    February 7, 2007 at 12:39 pm


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